In hot waters…

The tea cup slowly filled with hot, boiling water as the small silver frog held tightly on to the rim. What first seemed such a normal activity of filling hot water into a cup with a animal shaped tea egg, quickly evoked unforeseen associations in my news shaken mind. I could almost feel the hot water of the cup surrounding myself as the news trickled in about the Pardon of the former Sheriff and White Supremacist Joe Arpaio.

Just minutes ago I had begun reading Victor Klemperer´s diary. A stunning testimony of the terrible events leading Germany and the whole of the world into a humanitarian disaster. As I reached his entry from March 14, 1933, Victor Klemperer mentioned different happenings in a quick succession. The first one evoked a cold shiver running down my spine as I simultaneously heard the current news evolve.

„On the order of the Reichskanzler the five people, who were sentenced during summer by the special court in Beuthen for killing of Polish insurgent convict have been pardoned.“ (1)

For me as a German pastor it is like deeply hurtful déjà-vu , reminding me of the beginning of a disaster evoked by my nation upon others and mostly the powerless and marginalized. Over 6 million Jews and many uncountable others were murdered through the fascist regime of Adolf Hitler and the Nazis. The above mentioned „Potempa-Murder“ by five SA-men and its sentencing , which took place in August 1932 (2) and the pardon by the newly empowered Reichskanzler Hitler was just the beginning of a brutal and systematic change to a system of fear, oppression and death. It was the first step, even though it was announced as a „legal and proper act“, that may be seen as the official recognisable dismantling of the parliamentarian democracy. More and bolder steps would follow very soon.

As I pulled out the small frog shaped tea egg, it lay hot and steaming in my hand. I quickly tossed it into the kitchen sink as I eased my burning skin with cold water. If only mankind would learn from their broken past that sometimes leaves aching burns and deep scars on society. I could only hope that the testimony of Victor Klemperer and others, who give us through their writings a precious time machine into a broken and terrible past, may be a warning sign for us as the presence and the future is unfolding.

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(1) Victor Klemperer: Tagebücher, 1933-1934, Berlin 31999, p. 11. (Translation: MG)

(2) http://www.bundesarchiv.de/aktenreichskanzlei/1919-1933/1000/vpa/vpa1p/kap1_2/para2_123.html;jsessionid=56F760C0770BFEBB61A62667DB9F769D?highlight=true&search=Luetgebrune&stemming=false&pnd=&start=&end=&field=all

Free to love another

Loud pop music greeted us as we entered a small Irish pub in downtown Washington, D. C. Four women were on the seek for some good food and a place to enjoy time with one another. It seemed oddly fitting for us to choose exactly this location as a diverse group of women, who found friendship through a shared passion – the passion to proclaim the commandment to love neighbor and self in a public way as Jesus had asked his disciples.

The doctorate „Public Engagement“ at the Wesley Theological Seminar (Washington, D.C.) had made our lives paths cross in an unexpected way. Maybe without Gods providence we would have never met one another. The communities we come from are very different and even if it hurts, to write this, in the United States these „social bubbles“ might not interact as eagerly as one might wish.

But God has provided us a beautiful friendship, binding together in love and respect a Korean-American Methodist Minister, a African-American Church of Nazarene Minister, a Latina-American Methodist Minister, and a German Lutheran Pastor. It is this friendship that was formed early on in the course, which gave me the greatest lesson I could ever learn: that we are free to love another. We don’t need to stretch ourselves out of shape in order to love the other person, but if I accept my neighbor in his neighborliness I am able to find myself as a human being God the creator has made. By hearing their story, sharing our lives with one another, crying, celebrating, and just being there for one another. It is such a gift and privilege, because I can be, who I am. A German Lutheran, who carries the burden of the troublesome German past, and tries in her humanly ways to influence the the present and future driven by Gods love.

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It is in Howard Thurman I have found an exceptional theologian and mystic, who was able to put the experience I am making into beautiful words (please note that when he writes about male, I am freely contacting female as well!):

„The religious experience as I have known it seems to swing wide the door, not merely into Life but into lives. I am confident that my own call to the religious vocation cannot be separated from slowly emerging disclosure that my religious experience makes it possible for me to experience myself as a human being and thus keep a very real psychological distance between myself and the hostilities of my environment. Through the years it has driven me more and more to seek to make as a normal part of my relations with men the experiencing of them as human beings. When this happens love has essential materials with which to work. And contrary to the general religious teaching, men would not need to stretch themselves out of shape in order to love. On the contrary, a man comes into possession of himself more completely when he is free to love another.“

(Howard Thurman, The Luminous Darkness, New York 1965, p. 111.)

„Message in a book“

Soft and mild wind helped to ease the hot summer air. I was sitting on our patio listening to the song of cicadas as I opened my newest book purchase: A 40-Day Journey with Howard Thurman. With the school break and business slowing down even in New York it was the perfect time to start a spiritual journey.

There could have not been a better person than Howard Thurman to start with as a guide. Since a few months studying as a German Lutheran at Wesley Theological Seminary for my D. Min. I am increasingly emerged into the complexity of Racism and White Supremacy in the United States. A problem, which I growing up in Germany was not aware in its depth and brutality. Thurman, as I quickly discovered, offers a way to combine faith and social action, religion and politics by giving examples from his own upbringing and situation in a deeply divided south.

As I opened the first page of the "used book in good condition", as the seller had described it, a small handwritten note fell into my lap. This was not a "message in a bottle", but a "message in a book", that was carried to me on the waves of transport through the American Postal Service.

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With awe I read the anonymous penciled down message. The handwriting flowing over the page as if the words were spilled deeply out of a broken heart:

"When I dropped out of college, for weeks I didn't tell my parents. I just would be told I was a failure. I didn't want to disappoint my parents, my grandparents and my extended family. I don't recall calling on God to help me through this dark time. I probably felt I deserved all of it. Feelings and guilt and shame for not trying harder and sticking with it. I had quickly shed my faith after leaving home for college and avoided asking for guidance and help from God. I had better things to do than pray, " The last word was erased. Then my contact to the anonymous writer broke off completely.

My heart immediately burned for this stranger, who had experienced so much troubles. Was he able to make his way into a better and positive life? And more importantly: Was he able to find his way back into Gods loving arms? I would never know.

As our brief journey ended with the last hastily pencilled word, mine would just begin. The writings of Thurman I read up to now are an eye opener to understand the brutal make-up of a country I love since childhood. A country deeper divided by racism and skin color than I ever could imagine in my deepest nightmares. As I go on a 40-Day journey with Thurman to discover faith and love beyond color and race, my prayers will accompany the writer of this message in my book. May God show him the beauty in his broken-made-beautiful life.

 

 

A state of grace

As I woke up early in the morning, the smiling faces of my kids greeted me. They had quietly decorated my bed stand with gifts and cards for mothers day. Now they jumped in my bed, hugging and kissing me with excitement.

Mothers day is always a humbling day for me. Even though it really feels good to be spoilt on that day, it is more about all the love, which freely from any thought of retribution comes back to me. Just out of love. For free. Without ever asking for a payback. A state of beautiful grace, that I was able to experience.

A so much larger gift of grace, that changed the religious world in a unforeseen way, came to Martin Luther, when he discovered that he did not have to earn it as the Roman catholic church thought it, but was gifted for free. For God through Jesus Christ loves humans because they are, not for what they do. Martin Luther named it „sola gratia“.

Grace is Gods undeserved favor toward sinners. It is Gods free gift towards us, but Jesus Christ paid a huge price on the cross to set us free. A precious gift that makes me stand up every time I fall and stumble over my own brokenness.

A precious state of grace.

A voice crying out in the wilderness.

The door of the old safe opened with a disapproving squeak. As it made space for its precious and historical content my eyes fell on the inscription above: “Immigration Bank of New York 1899”. One of many signs of the ever-present immigration history of the 175-year-old German Lutheran congregation.

I extracted from underneath piles of old and new records, check books and documents an old Bible from 1931. Its book wrapper was torn and used. Like a precious arc containing a memory from a time long past. The Bible was dedicated to the Church of St. Paul´s for its 90th anniversary in September 1931, and signed by the President of Germany, Paul von Hindenburg. He was a nationalistic Lutheran binding politics and Church together in a very active manner.

Back then nobody even had the premonition of the disaster, which would haunt Germany, Europe, and the whole of the world. The prominent historian Wolfram Pyta argues in the contrary to other researchers that Paul von Hindenburg as an 84-year old President very actively chose Adolf Hitler as the legitimate heir of the German empire, and by being a bystander helped Hitler to become a dictator, who would implement successfully Nationalistic and extreme thoughts in the German public mind. [i] Most major institutions and – a hurtful fact for Protestants – many large Church bodies embraced Hitler and his disastrous thoughts. My Lutheran Home Church in Bavaria endorsed him eagerly. Bishops supported him. Clergy had to preach according to Hitler´s writings with a watered-down gospel. Supporting Hitler was not just an ideological decision, but one evoked by money and influence. Proclaiming the true Gospel of Jesus Christ in its whole strength like a voice of one crying out in the wilderness of a political dictatorship was not only dangerous – it bore the risk of losing all your wealth, privileges, and influence.

The privilege of receiving Church taxes with beginning of the Nazi dictatorship was fairly new: after fighting for compensation due to the “Principal Decree of the Imperial Deputation” in 1803, when the Churches lost huge stretches of land, buildings and possessions left of the Rhine river, a compensation was implemented. Church tax was anchored into the Weimar Constitution in 1919. [ii] The financial future of the Church was secured with a stable income, and in addition to that pastors become public servants. But it came at a high cost. It meant collaborating with the State in structures and content. A connection, which led to the disaster of the “German Christians” as an instrument of the Nazi tyranny.

Holding the old “Hindenburg-Bible” as an artefact in my own hands, immediately evokes very ambivalent thoughts about the present political situation in the United States, and by acknowledging it as the prominent leading nation for the whole of the world. A quiet admonisher of a disaster bestowed on all of humanity, which haunted our world like never seen before.

After Germany was freed from the Nazi tyranny the Protestant Churches went into a deep crisis. The institutions had lost most of the trust by being an instrument of Hitler´s deadly machinery. To regain this trust massive measures were taken, learning from the words of the Confessing Church with its broadly known Barmen Declaration. The Church had to be deeply separated from the State, only accountable to God´s word. Due to the financials struggles they couldn’t survive without the income through taxes. To ensure freedom from political parties and structures a freedom in speech for Clergy based on the Gospel and the Confessions was implemented. This lead to a double freedom for clergy and the Church itself: Clergy didn’t depend on the income of the congregation and wouldn’t need to preach according to the members to receive a pay. Furthermore, Clergy were only responsible to the Holy Scriptures and the Confessions as long as they as citizens didn’t violate the civil rights of Germany. [iii]

When growing up in a Lutheran environment in Germany, and then working as a pastor in the above described system, I always took both for granted: Being able and even expected to proclaim the Gospel unadorned. Never having to fear about not receive a pay or stipend as long as the words kept within the above-mentioned boundaries, meant freedom from the opinion of parishioners and committees. And even though I was a public servant, I never had given in to a possibly State proclaimed content.

As I left Germany to minister to a small German Lutheran Congregation in New York, which governs itself according to American legislation, not only meant a crash course in “American lifestyle”, but a huge learning curve about the expected role of a pastor as the proclaimer of the Gospel in a certain context. Now, with the new administration voices are becoming louder, pressuring me like many other colleagues to be silent about any political reference. Most folk will eagerly quote from the State offered tax exemption status through 501(c)(3), which after the opinion of some forbids any speech with political references. What they forget, is that the Gospel was and still is a highly political message. Being a tax-exempt institution does not forbid to speak about the current political situation – it does forbid talking concretely about a certain party or person. Rev. Dr. Leah Schade, who is an Assistant Professor of Preaching and Worship at Lexington Theological Seminary, is trying to find and outline solutions for preaching controversial issues in the context of American Churches. A very important issue, which will be the turning point of the role of Churches in America and how deeply they will stand on the ground of the Gospel.

Coming from Germany, and experiencing my second ministry abroad, I think the Church can only live up to its calling, when it actively embraces the role of John, the Baptist as the voice of one crying out in the wilderness. If it is silenced by money, being afraid of losing its privileges, history is repeated. Germany has been there. Unbelievably many have suffered. And the Gospel has been broken by those, who should have safeguarded it.

These are the challenges American Churches like the ELCA are now facing. Will it stay silent in the midst of a cancerous and dangerous political system? It may only be able to live up to its calling through a very bold step: By changing its funding, freeing itself from a covered up strong bond to the State. One solution could be a centralized funding of minister stipends, as it can be found in the Reformed Church of Scotland. Working as an Island pastor a few years ago due to a European ecumenical partnership, I was part of a in Scotland established equal pay system. All congregations would pay according to a certain key to the central offices, ensuring the stipend of a pastor no matter where he or she might work. This ensured, that pastors were free from the income of their congregation, and that they could even afford to minister in very remote places – bringing the Gospel, where maybe otherwise very extreme opinions might develop. Just imagine, what such a system could do in the United States… With pastors being able to freely proclaim the Gospel, even in areas, where the political atmosphere is dangerous or opposing to the Gospel!

But as a German pastor working in the rough American wilderness of New York City I might just be a lonely and urging voice, devoted to remember others of the crimes and failure our German nation. Crying out for justice and peace: “Make straight the way of the Lord!”

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More information about the work of Leah Jacobs Schade: https://thepurplezone.net

[i] Wolfram Pyta: Hindenburg. Herrschaft zwischen Hohenzollern und Hitler, München, September 2007.

[ii] Article 137, paragraph 6: „Religious communities, which are cooperations under the public law, are entitled, on the basis of civic tax lists according to the measure of federal state law, to raise taxes. [Translation: Miriam Groß] Original: „Die Religionsgesellschaften, welche Körperschaften des öffentlichen Rechtes sind, sind berechtigt, auf Grund der bürgerlichen Steuerlisten nach Maßgabe der landesrechtlichen Bestimmungen Steuern zu erheben.“

[iii] For those fluent in German: Pfarrerdienstgesetz der EKD § 24 Absätze 2 und 3: “ ( 2 ) Pfarrerinnen und Pfarrer sind in Gestaltung und Inhalt ihrer Verkündigung frei und nur an die Verpflichtungen aus der Ordination nach § 3 Absatz 2 und an die Ordnungen ihrer Kirche gebunden.

( 3 ) 1 Pfarrerinnen und Pfarrer haben in ihrem dienstlichen und außerdienstlichen Verhalten erkennen zu lassen, dass sie dem anvertrauten Amt verpflichtet sind und dieses sie an die ganze Gemeinde weist. 2 Sie berücksichtigen in ihrem Dienst die Vielfalt der Handlungsfelder und Erscheinungsformen, in denen sich der Auftrag der Kirche konkretisiert.

34: „Pfarrerinnen und Pfarrer haben durch ihren Dienst wie auch als Bürgerinnen und Bürger Anteil am öffentlichen Leben. 2 Auch wenn sie sich politisch betätigen, müssen sie erkennen lassen, dass das anvertraute Amt sie an alle Gemeindeglieder weist und mit der ganzen Kirche verbindet. 3 Sie haben die Grenzen zu beachten, die sich hieraus für Art und Maß ihres politischen Handelns ergeben.“

Blog „Church and Society“

I am delighted that you have found my blog about „Church and Society“. The different articles will try to discuss and process how Church can speak Gods truth into society.

They are all written from my personal perspective as a Lutheran Minister, who is called through the Evangelical Churches in Germany (EKD) to a German speaking congregation in New York. Some opinions might defer from the local setting, but they always reflect the official opinion of my home church body in Germany.